Home Alone ...

(This post was brought over from my blog on weebly.com)

I'm use to being home alone. D'Vonte use to cut out every weekend, holiday, and summer break and go to stay with his grandparents. It's just a rather weird feelings to be home alone now, to know that he's not coming back ever ...
Monday was actually the first day I've stayed at my house since D'Vonte passed. I'd been planning to come home for weeks, but it always got put off for one reason or another.
It's still hard to believe he's gone. Since June 20, 2010 the days have just flown past. I don't know where the time has went, I feel like I've lost the past couple months of my life because everything was such a fog, that I don't really remember any of it.
I'm blessed to have the family and friends that I do, everyone has been very supportive. I appreciate that they left me alone when I needed to be, and were there when I needed someone. I'm still working on becoming sociable again. But its still a little soon, I hope no one has taken it personal that I didn't want to be bothered. There's only been a select few family/friends that I've been around. And even they were in moderation. I'm an only child so I'm a loner, I'm use to handling everything alone.... well not "alone" but with God. I've always handled my difficult times with just God and myself.

There are so many thoughts running through my head right now .... but I'm going to bring this post to an end...
Till next time I'm out ....
- ONE <3 -